can i go home now? please please please can i just go back to the way they were? please please please?
😦 weary, tired and alone
i feel like leaving home forced me to rip out a part of myself
but i guess that was the whole point, right God? the tearing apart and circumcising of the heart? breaking me down to be closer to you? well its working
and i know i saw i want to go home, but I thank and praise you that I am here. Don’t let me leave and please don’t take me away from here. you’re doing so much and I really can’t thank you enough for being mindful of me!
I need you more than I need breath and life itself. Please open my eyes and continue to tear apart my old heart and old flesh and crave and seek after you. Wow I need you. and I’m realizing more and more and more you’re really all I got.