but you know… it hurts.
it hurts real bad. being judged and disliked by people before they ever get to know you.
i hate never being given a real chance and then i look bad becuase of the way other people want me to be and its my fault and not theirs for leadin me astray…
either way i lose
idc if she hates me, it dont matter i guess… but it makes any idea i ever had of visitn him seem completely hopeless and i officially dont even wanna go now… California here i come.